The holiday show is over so it's time to get back to my regular blog schedule. That means it's Music Monday time!
Today I picked Float On by Modest Mouse. I have been listening to this song a lot lately. It seems to be a theme song for me when things aren't going so well.
I have been doing a lot of thinking about what I want to do with my life. I just feel like things aren't going at all like I would like them to. I turned 30 this week (EEKS!!!). I always thought by the time I was 30 I would know what I wanted to be when I grew up. Well, I'm now a "grown up" and I have no clue. In a perfect world I would have a successful business selling things I make but I know that takes time and will not support me completely for a very long time if ever. So, now I have to do some soul searching and figure things out. Do I go back to school? Do I stay where I am? If I go back to school, what do I study?? I have applied for jobs and can't even get an interview anywhere. I feel trapped in a job I don't like, and while it's not terrible, it seems even worse knowing that I'm stuck there.
When I get down like this I turn to music to cheer me up. And this is one of the songs I like to listen to.
I promise I won't have tons of posts venting about this stuff. I just needed to get it out of my system. I'll be back tomorrow with a new Etsy treasury! :-)
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